Sunday, August 16, 2009
Hurry up,
And wait.
Spontaneous catch-ups with some of the most awesome friends, and the lack of school; somehow leaves me rushing through everything in a hurry; almost hastily. Avoiding some issues that have finally caught up with me, and I find that I'm just this much incapable of handling anything of that sort. How, how, how. I'd rather deal with this by myself than half nine thousand other conflicting opinions in this... already very thought-saturated mind of mine. And maybe one day I'd throw my pride aside and be more than what I am now- just living without a care in the damn world, not giving a thought to what I say or do; and maybe, maybe tomorrow I will stop living day to day. Just maybe. The 15th of august last year was the same as this, yet still vastly different. Last 15th was celebrating something new, this 15th was almost;
In mourning.
Oh, the irony.
That. Was so totally boss. ;
6:43 PM
