Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I will never ever understand what the shit am I looking for. Maybe it's nothing. But then again I'm shoving so many excuses in my face and everything's falling apart since the exams ended. Maybe it was all that studying that distracted all the bullshit that was happening. But if you ask me what was that rubbish that made and is still making me gocrazy...I don't know. Everybody is just trying harder and harder to get up a notch on that totempole and that unbriddled competitiveness is just having a HUGE negative effect on EVRYBODY. Its so thick in the air that no one has to say anything to feel suffocated. And then there are those who just irk the hell out of us- or maybe just me. I worry about this and I worry about that but eventually, I can't grab what's worrying me by the neck and face it. Why so though? Maybe its because there's nothing to keep me occupied anymore and that's just killing me. It just does. Yet from those flames, No light, but rather darkness visible.
That. Was so totally boss. ;
3:11 PM
