After these long three years,
what's left, really?
I doubt anyone comes here anymore, but to visit the space that documented the happiest moments of life, that gradually fell prey to... everything undesirable really, never to see it pick up and retrieve that optimism that thrived in the past;
It's worth it to take a slap to the face and realize that what's left is just
nothing.
4:40 PM
misplaced
at the moment.
2:37 AM
I'm eternally grateful to have you girls. Fridays are never the same without yall <3
5:20 AM
In light of recent events, I have concluded that all of us have lost our drive to study. Or rather, the drive for life in general. Having been through the course of our second academic year, too many things have happened, mostly major [sadly], but life has to go on. It's too late to reminisce and wish that things could have been that much different. I'm happy with how things are now, but yet there were some elements that I sincerely would have liked to keep. But now, we're all just stuck in this mundane, wearisome cycle. Need some good old spontaneity and impulsiveness to,
be as happy as before?
Those railroad tracks
Will swallow my mind.
I try so hard to stop wasting my life,
If only I could just make you mine.
11:16 AM
I honestly just look back at the times where you looked at me so genuinely and sincerely; something that no one else could replicate.
No wait. I can't bear to look back at all.
You tell me I've changed, of course I have.
But haven't you as well?
amidst all this, a truly beautiful song that is pretty much on repeat.
thank you :]
11:40 PM
And wait.
Spontaneous catch-ups with some of the most awesome friends, and the lack of school; somehow leaves me rushing through everything in a hurry; almost hastily. Avoiding some issues that have finally caught up with me, and I find that I'm just this much incapable of handling anything of that sort. How, how, how. I'd rather deal with this by myself than half nine thousand other conflicting opinions in this... already very thought-saturated mind of mine. And maybe one day I'd throw my pride aside and be more than what I am now- just living without a care in the damn world, not giving a thought to what I say or do; and maybe, maybe tomorrow I will stop living day to day. Just maybe. The 15th of august last year was the same as this, yet still vastly different. Last 15th was celebrating something new, this 15th was almost;
In mourning.
Oh, the irony.
6:43 PM
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KAY BYE.
6:53 PM
insensé
irrsinnig
insano 
Save us?
11:34 PM
But oh bev, what would I do in class without you. I would DIE BIG TIME. You have become the one I see 24/7, and my shopping budz, drinking budz, how could I ask for more! We are so fulloffuckand laughter and I love it to the core. Go forth and abuse your legality [like literallyyaknowwhatimeannhehhh] AND we shall get smashed and say hi to llamas one day. LOVEYOUBITCH!
MARCUS AND BALLOONS.
desperately trying to save the cake hahah
WHOOP.
Frolick@ Zouk Flea
The Catalog mag team!
Cheresa, the parakeet loving one. HHA.
LET'S BURN THE ROOF, AND THEN WE'LL DO IT AGAIN.
Okay that's all for this weekend, I'm now excessively broke and will go on hiatus for this next week cos Mass Comm is being a bitch and we have all fallen prey to this evil being.
Three major presentations this week guys. Let's do it bro.
11:05 PM
While everyone's dying under the mounting pressure of schoolwork [including me...kinda], it has yet to hit me full on, and I turn to the captive and addictive monotony of house music that seems to be serving as an effective form of escapism for the time being. This week has certainly been dull and brooding, after the enjoyment[s] of last weekend. To top it all off, some very saddening F1 news about Massa. OH SADNESSMADNESS. Tragic accident. Met the Bee after 23057475 years today, she popped by while I was working at Millenia [omg i got 2 demerit points for giving her a smaple cup )))): sad. Starbucks-ed with her for a bit after, and now I'm here. Starting to feel my brain activity slow down with the sounds of radiohead easing into my mind. This has pretty much been word vomit, don't really know if i've been making sense but I do muh best. Okay that's it sublimation to the maximum. Crashing and burning.
Dode's birthday @Sentosa Cove!
THE VIEWW
ABEE AND FRIENDS. LADY GAGA. HOW. QUICK TELL ME BEFORE I SPEND MY GAGA MONEY ON OTHER STUFF.
Actually...
Where did that 90 bucks go?
4:22 PM