And wait.
Spontaneous catch-ups with some of the most awesome friends, and the lack of school; somehow leaves me rushing through everything in a hurry; almost hastily. Avoiding some issues that have finally caught up with me, and I find that I'm just this much incapable of handling anything of that sort. How, how, how. I'd rather deal with this by myself than half nine thousand other conflicting opinions in this... already very thought-saturated mind of mine. And maybe one day I'd throw my pride aside and be more than what I am now- just living without a care in the damn world, not giving a thought to what I say or do; and maybe, maybe tomorrow I will stop living day to day. Just maybe. The 15th of august last year was the same as this, yet still vastly different. Last 15th was celebrating something new, this 15th was almost;
In mourning.
Oh, the irony.
Labels: )))))): is secretly woe.
6:43 PM
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6:53 PM
insensé
irrsinnig
insano 
Save us?
11:34 PM
But oh bev, what would I do in class without you. I would DIE BIG TIME. You have become the one I see 24/7, and my shopping budz, drinking budz, how could I ask for more! We are so fulloffuckand laughter and I love it to the core. Go forth and abuse your legality [like literallyyaknowwhatimeannhehhh] AND we shall get smashed and say hi to llamas one day. LOVEYOUBITCH!
MARCUS AND BALLOONS.
desperately trying to save the cake hahah
WHOOP.
Frolick@ Zouk Flea
The Catalog mag team!
Cheresa, the parakeet loving one. HHA.
LET'S BURN THE ROOF, AND THEN WE'LL DO IT AGAIN.
Okay that's all for this weekend, I'm now excessively broke and will go on hiatus for this next week cos Mass Comm is being a bitch and we have all fallen prey to this evil being.
Three major presentations this week guys. Let's do it bro.
11:05 PM
While everyone's dying under the mounting pressure of schoolwork [including me...kinda], it has yet to hit me full on, and I turn to the captive and addictive monotony of house music that seems to be serving as an effective form of escapism for the time being. This week has certainly been dull and brooding, after the enjoyment[s] of last weekend. To top it all off, some very saddening F1 news about Massa. OH SADNESSMADNESS. Tragic accident. Met the Bee after 23057475 years today, she popped by while I was working at Millenia [omg i got 2 demerit points for giving her a smaple cup )))): sad. Starbucks-ed with her for a bit after, and now I'm here. Starting to feel my brain activity slow down with the sounds of radiohead easing into my mind. This has pretty much been word vomit, don't really know if i've been making sense but I do muh best. Okay that's it sublimation to the maximum. Crashing and burning.
Dode's birthday @Sentosa Cove!
THE VIEWW
ABEE AND FRIENDS. LADY GAGA. HOW. QUICK TELL ME BEFORE I SPEND MY GAGA MONEY ON OTHER STUFF.
Actually...
Where did that 90 bucks go?
4:22 PM
Grr Grr and GRRR. hi. Tis been a rather unproductive [unless that intensive few hours of completing newswriting was counted hha], and I've fallen prey to more vices than I should have, including overdosing on really rich, fattening FOOD. AND ZAYAR CALLED ME THUNDERTHIGHS ZOMFG THAT BITCH ANGSSSSTTTTTTT GRGRGRRRRR. HATE HIM FOR LIFE I SWEAR. hahaha. Currently suffering from damn-i-forgot-where-all-my-money-went Syndrome, no cure for that anytime soon cos I haven't been working much this month, booked an 8 hour shift next wednesday but NO. I FORGOT WE ARE SHOOTING OUR DEMO SHOW THAT DAY. ]: and for some strange, very odd reason, I forgot I have RadioHeatwave on wednesday too. heh hehh. Germaine/Shaun/Cedric better not see this, they will castrate me I swearzzx. hahha. So THUS. I cancelled all my shifts. *diess. But amidst this activity and being caught up in the merciless vortex of schoolwork and whatnots, the never ending journey of uncertainty and strangely captivating swirl of events never fail to hold me by the chokehold; and this is why I need the weekend to come. This week felt ever so foreign to me, and oh how I need those good old people to ground me back in sanity and... morals? Or not. HAHA. Oh woe, weekend do approach me now, please and thank you.
The beeebee and I @ Amm's workplace!
AND O.M.G. check out kev's new car yo.
FUHRIGING SHUWEEET RIDE.
We tried to hijack it
WOOHOO. He gave us all a ride in his new Mini Cooper S
.... Okay no actually it was his dad's honda.
HAHAHAHHA.
Shu Ching and I! She izzz great company when Frolick alone
can't appease my angsty state in the HEAAATTTT at holland.
Hokley dokes gonna bounce and try to fight these droopy eyes [that are longing for sleep zommg]. laterrrrrrrr.
9:58 PM
ButterFactory
Insanely exhausting and psychedelic night with Abi, Justin, Jill, Xuan, Marcus, Jehanne, and respective people's boyfriends. ha. Pretty much a spontaneous plan, with a horribly long queue, and the awesome gift of spots on the Guest List. Qudos to Inq Leon for getting me (and in turn abi and marcus) on the VIP line. [thaaank!] Awesome music, great crowd, good drinks, ever-wonderous company. Getting a little soaked in the rain and spending 6 dollars cabbing from Fullerton Hotel to Fullerton One [HAHAH ikr], then finding the underpass after that was definitely not cool, but the night worked out just great eventually. Walked out at 4am with sore, aching legs, numerous people sprawled around the outside washroom [pukefest to the max eww] and cabbed back with Justin, who decided to be one prodigal son and return to his friend's chalet at changi whom he had left for butter that night. Was made to wake up for church this morning, [not that i even slept a wink for some reason], and now im here. Still aching. This is pure proof of how unfit I am. Contemplated a swim just now but well, it has failed. Nice job.
horribly blur photos taken by some random dude
Joanna and I a week back :]
And Roxanne, I'm sorry but I CANNOT stop laughing at the strawberry cutting theory. HAHAHAH. We chug yogurt together for thrills soon and get brain freeze and die k thanks bye<3
Teh fuhrigging end to a draining weekend.
8:11 PM
Picture you're the queen of everything,
As far as the eye can see
Under your command,
I will be your guardian,
when all is crumbling;
Steady your hand.
oh, recent events,
how they never fail
to take me by surprise.
It's comforting to see how far friends go for you,
appearing at the very last moment
just to fill in that void.
You,
I hope you get better;
I want you to.
2:12 AM
WHERE'S ALL OUR YOUTH GONNNEEE!
I- I'll bring the FIRE
Make you come,
ALIVE, I can take you higher;
What this is, forgot?
I must now remind you,
Let it rock, let it rock
LET IT ROCK.
2:31 PM
Tis been nine million and five years since I last blogged. Lacked the inspiration! [ not that any of it has returned, sadly] With the first week of term two now behind us, I am ever so worn out and drained. Oh but it was all good fun and drama. In light of recent events, the Bee and I met in attempt to help fix each others lives. Which of course included a piercer (sadly it has failed so far haha), and a couple of other quick fixes along the way, which involved changz (haha) and tea. Discovering long uncovered songs that lay in the abyss of my ipod during shifts at Frolick, talking to new girls and crafting new friendships, hanging with some of the usual biatches in school and delving into the depths of school work,[and of course impulsive buys] has proven to be escapicism for me in the current mess of a messy life. All this stagnance and uncertainty makes me die a little inside everytime.
Is that sad or what man.
Okay moving on to recent events in my life which is not so recent anymore since Facebook is 7592938476261 faster than my laggy, dormant state. heh.
Sublimating from the heat of the fleaaaa
late night rendezvous
Deep love for each other. HAHA.
[sometime along the first week of school]
CASS! taking over cheryl's shift.
DAMN WE LOOK ALIKE.
jon died
[sometime a long time ago with popcorn, pool and 2 very lousy dvds hheh]
Jurassic Park! *diesssssss
POOL.
So many more photos but i got so impatient with the 5 photos-upload-at-a-time feature that I will now give up and perhaps fall into some form of slumber.
If you,
If you could return;
Don't let it burn,
don't let it
fade.
10:33 PM